Drawings

It's been like... forever, so I think I'll post something. Mostly just because I want to avoid my homework as much as possible right now. Why? Because I have to make a graphic novel with 800 words in it. Now, a graphic novel has about 5-7 sentences on each page and the rest is just pictures... so yeah, I don't want to work on writing a BOOK by the 20th. I'm like on page three! I only have one picture in the actual template so far! It's just so much work, but I'll miraculously get through like I always do.

But anyway, this post will be about a random because well, I'm a random person.

Here are some scans of my drawings. My scanner never resuscitated, but there's a scanner at school, so yeah.

An observational drawing I did back on Aug. 5th of 2012

I'm finally in IB (International Baccalaureate) Art this year at school, so I have tons of drawings neatly organized in my art journal. Here's a few more.

My "photography." No effects/PhotoShop, not even a single wire on that light bulb!

Well, I'll probably post more on that some other time, but now I don't feel like it.

Later!

Movie Time! :D

I love movies, don't you? They are entertaining and allow you to do absolutely nothing for long periods of time while still being entertained. Nice, right?
So, I just drank a bunch of energy drink stuff really fast, so I have a headache, therefore I may or may not write a lot.
Anyway. Here are a few movies that I think are worth watching, and some occasional bashing on movies that I don't think are worth watching. Don't judge, I have the right to my own opinion. Unlike you. Just kidding! Well....

This, like just about everything in my life, is in no particular order.

#1. Colombiana

So, I'm watching this for the second time as I am typing this, which is probably why I am writing about it first. This movie is definitely worth watching. It does have a lot of action, so it may not be for everyone. It isn't all that romantic anyway, though there are hints of it (kind of, maybe, sort of, somewhat).

But the actress, Zoe Saldana, fits the assassin role rather well, I believe. And no, I'm not going to write about all the stuff in her real life. I don't understand why fans obsess over celebrities' lives like that. There is a difference between the person, and the person they play in a movie or whatever. Or there should be. If there isn't, then they probably aren't good actors. Unless for some reason it's a movie about them and they are playing the role of themselves. But yeah, if you haven't watched this movie and you're okay with hot assassin chicks kicking @** and shooting nice guns, well, go watch it.

#2. I Am Legend

This. Is. One. Of. My. Favorite. Movies. It has a good amount of action, believable "zombie" apocalyptic setting, good actors, and sentimental stuff that makes you cry. Even a nice car, I believe it's a Mustang GT or something. I don't want to spoil it...well, actually I do, but I'm not going to, okay? Blah. This is a great movie. I've watched it a million times and I still cry at the end. Will Smith is undeniably a great actor. The zombie story is pretty believable. Yep, good. Awesome. Great. Sad ending, in a way. But I love sad ending. Screw happy endings and happily ever afters. At least in movies and books. No room for rainbows and pretty ponies here, sorry. It can be too depressing for some....

#3. The Bourne Trilogy

Yeah, yeah, yeah, the "trilogy" is really three movies. Well, I don't feel like writing about each one, so deal. I believe that this just might be my favorite movies series. It totally beats the Twilight Saga! Well, I think the Twilight Saga could have been a lot better. The plot isn't that horribly bad. Oh well. This is still better. I actually think Abduction, the movie starring Lautner, by itself was better than Twilight. Haha. Back to the Bourne trilogy. It has action, guns, Matt Damon, guns, romance, Matt Damon, awesomeness, killer driving skills, and did I mention Matt Damon?

Just so you know the order of the movie series, it's: The Bourne Identity, The Bourne Supremacy, and The Bourne Ultimatum.
So, to give you a glimpse of what the movie is about.... Imagine you get shot. You wake up. You have amnesia. You don't even know who you are. But everywhere you go the authorities are after you as soon as they find that you're alive. You have some freakishly cool talent. As in fighting. You are also like a ninja! Now what? Well, not saying anymore. Go find out for yourself what happens next.

Hmm, have you noticed how the movies I've written about so far all have guns, action, or assassins? Maybe that's just my type of movie, hm.
That's all I'm saying for today. Peace out. (*Plans world domination*) (*lol, what?*) (*shhh!*) >.>

So, since I'm such a loser and I like to sit at home on a Saturday morning playing RPG games and looking at guys on Tumblr... I'm going to go ahead and write about my sad, lonely experience. Hah. Well, I don't have a Tumblr, want to know why? Because all the Facebook people got on Tumblr, so it's mainstream. Somebody should totally make a site for all the awesome weirdos and outcasts to unite. No fake people allowed. It would be cool, no?

But anyway, let's skip to the point. I was cruising through the net, as my species typically does... all the time...when I came upon this Tumblr. It has cute guys on it, so I'm not being conformist!
Here, I will rate some, in no particular order though, since I am typing this as I go and have no interest in organizing it.

#1. Ryan Coning

So, Ryan is one of those people that you can look up and find a few really good pictures, a few really unexplainable ones, and some that are just okay. But, he still gets a 7 (at least!) out of 10 in this picture. (Especially compared to some guys at my school... shh! You didn't see anything!) Enjoy the evident abs and shirtlessness. This reminds me that I used to have a "poll" in which people voted on the hottest guys. Good times, the app or whatever was removed.

#2. Harry Styles

First, I must confess...Harry Styles... is not really my type. In this picture he is though. (How does that work??) Well, I just don't really go for the curly hair, which is very evident in most of his pictures. So, I chose this picture because his hair isn't all that curly. Another reason I would be biased in a negative way is because of the whole One Direction thing. I don't like to be mainstream (can you tell?). Plus, some people seem to only like bands until they become "cool." And that, my friend, is what I dislike. BUT that's not the point! This picture is one I particularly like, so it gets a 7.9 out of 10. Why? The eyes of course! Also, the picture is just a pretty good one.

#3. Chris Fawcett

 
I like the face, don't you? It's a really nice face. Really nice eyes too. Not too much of a baby face, and not too old either. 9 out of 10. Keep in mind that 10 = God of Sexiness. Hmm, well, maybe he can get a 10 too. Or at least a 9.5. The face is just so pretty. And you can tell that Chris Fawcett has some nice, well defined muscles. Plus, no really hairy chest. Heheh. Ultimately, I give him a 9.5 now. It would be even better if that painted thing on his chest were a nice tattoo.

#4. Justin Bieber

Now, I'm no crazy fangirl trying to run Bieber down. But since he's cut his hair he's become pretty good eye-candy. He certainly looks older anyway. I give a 7.5 out of 10. At least. I'm not a hater either. I don't really listen to his music, but it's okay. This isn't really about his music anyway. This is a shallow look at eye-candy. And he is very good eye-candy.

#5. William Levy

Now, unless you've watched Mexican soap operas, you may not know who William Levy is. He's an actor, as you may have guessed from my previous statement. And he is a very sexy actor too. Referring to this picture, I give him an 8 out of 10. The abs are unresistant and the smile is just gorgeous. (*Drool*) >.<"

Well, that's it for now. I am tired of looking at beautiful guys on my laptop, which only confirms how much of a lonely person I am. Nah, not really. I could look at hot guys all day. But I'm hungry... so I won't.

PEACE OUT!

Secretly Adventurous, Don't Tell ;D

You know what I love? I love the rain. It's just so beautiful when it's not too cold so I can stand outside. I wish time would stop during the rain, so that each raindrop would hang in mid-air like a tiny diamond drop. It would be awesome to kiss in the rain. I love thunderstorms, it's always almost as if you could feel the very electricity in the air. I used to daydream that I'd get struck by lightning and become some kind of storm goddess. Crazy, huh? But yeah, whatever. I like a lot of "weird" things according to people. I guess I'm just weird, huh? So, I'm going to tell you my awesomely weird ideas. I don't know if I have mentioned any of these before, but yeah.

Idea #1: Video
So, if I had some help and a camcorder, I would totally turn this into a funny video. I love editing and yeah...
So, the setting is a laptop/internet cafe, okay? There's coffee and laptops and whatnot. There is a table with like two or three people at it with their Apple laptops. One of them is eating an actual apple too. There's an empty seat in between them or to the side. Somebody walks into the cafe and sits there, taking out their laptop. The camera gets a good view of the apples on the others' laptops, while this individual pulls up their laptop, which has a pineapple, banana, grapes, or something unexpected. This individual looks over at the others who look amused/surprised and says "How you like 'em apples?" referring to the ones that they are eating. But yeah, tons of dramatic music to make it funnier.

Idea #23: Creepin'

I want a... cloak. Yep, a cloak. I would wear it to Walmart and act like a creep, skulking about. It would be hilarious. I'd even walk around in it at the Plaza or something. Everyone would be like "the fuck?" But yeah. It would be fun to make other people smile and laugh in amusement. Plus, I've always wanted to do something weird like that.

Idea #82: Paper Boat Race!

Yeah, that's just childish. But I don't care. I really want to see/take part in a paper boat race. Or even just go to some river and make a small, resistant little boat. It just sounds magical in a stupid sort of way. I'd also be the kind of person to put bottled messages into the ocean. I mean, what if somebody actually finds it? That would be so awesome. To somehow connect to somebody you may never have seen before. Or maybe tie a message to a balloon. That would all be epic.

So, yeah, those are a few of my ideas, apart from sky-diving and seeking out fortunetellers. It would be awesome if I could just live an independent, wild lifestyle, surviving on my artwork. Secretly, I'm an adventurous and completely insane person. It's a secret though, so shhh! Don't tell! :D

Amnesia: The Dark Descent

Read the title. Good. That's what this post is about, okay? Good. So, I was on YouTube, as usual. So, I decided to look up game-play for Amnesia, a horror/scary/survival/scary/scary/horror game. It's a first person survival game, so yeah, for Windows, Mac, and Linux. I had this on my computer once, except now the computer got wiped out and there's no RAM or a graphics card or something. Point is, it's gone.

So, why this game? Because I said so and it's epic. Look it up on YouTube, you'll understand. In the game, you basically look around for stuff, the graphics are great, I promise. BUT whoever created the game must have been one messed up individual. Or just ingenious and whatever. I totally recommend the game. Not to the weak at heart though, because it'll definitely freak you out. But anyway, as I was saying, in the game you find tinderboxes and whatnot as you travel from room to room, depending on where you are in the game. There are freaky, mutilated/mutated zombie things that will chase you though. It's amusing though that your "health" is really your "sanity." So, if you stay in the dark too much without your lamp or light, your sanity starts to fade.

Swim?

 

It's kind of beautiful..

>.>"

 

So, there are some pictures for you from different places accessed through Google Images. Heheh.

Faces Not Required?

Well, that's enough pretty pictures, right? Well, the game has got to be the scariest thing EVER created. It's truly a f**ked up experience. I recommend playing it with the lights out and the volume up.

:D 

I typically only play flash games like Exmortis 2, and asylum escape games, you know, stuff like that. But nothing compares to Amnesia: The Dark Descent. Nothing. Anyway, that's all I really had to say? Yep.

So, yeah. Laterz! Haha.

It's Awesome 'Cause I Said So

So, I like this website and it's really awesome. People sell stuff on it, random stuff. It's really cool and really weird in many aspects. So, I think it's like a dream come true for me, heheh. I wish I was rich so I could buy the great stuff on the site, like zombie-repellant soap, and hearts in jars.

The site? Well, it's below this statement. And below that is a look at some of the awesome stuff on the site :)

http://www.etsy.com/

Awesome Item #1. Anatomical Heart in a Jar!

C'mon! Who wouldn't want to have an anatomically correct heart in a jar?? It's awesome. Perfect for creeping people out and having in your room, or in your purse/backpack/European shoulder bag/whatever. I would love to have this. It's ingenious! I love creative, innovative stuff like this that totally expresses just how unique/weird I am.

Awesome Item #2: Glow in the Dark Bowls/Jars!

I confess. The sparkly awesomeness made me put that down. But heck, none of these items are in any particular order, so who cares! It's awesome. Imagine everything in your kitchen glow in the dark. Cool, huh? Don't deny the awesomeness.

Awesome Item #3: "My Stache" Money Jar!

This is pretty cool and very amusing. Just because I said so, and because I have scientific evidence that it is. You have to admit, it's funny and awesome and cool and awesome and cool and yeah. And yeah, all the items so far have been in the form of jars but that's not all the site has. I promise!

Awesome Item #4: Funny Anniversary Card!

 

This feels like an "lol what?" moment. But you have to admit, this card is definitely unique and hilarious. I love a good sense of humor. Awesome. I would totally be the one to give a card like that.

Awesome Item #5: Funny Sign!

 

 Yeah, yeah, I know. There is a typo, but it's still a cool sign. Imagine it in your school, or in a really serious business setting. 

Awesome Item #6: GlowPixel!

Sure, it's a bit geeky, but that just makes it cooler. I'm not sure what it's purpose is, other than sitting on a desk and looking awesome, but heck, that's enough! GlowPixels all the way!

Awesome Item #7: Crown of Skull Pendant!

My mom would boil me alive and skin me if I have this pendant. Apparently, skulls would make me a devil worshiper. I just think it's pretty cool, considering that a lot of the stuff on sale around are mass-produced, unoriginal, and boring. Even the food is practically fake. Artificial flavoring... coloring....

Awesome Item #8: Bottle Cap Magnet!

Another "lol what?" moment. Ahh, this bottle cap magnet should be made into a pin or something. I'd wear it. Even if I don't tinkle sprinkles. Not that I would tell you if I did. Haha. These items

Well, check the site out for yourselves. You can find just about anything on there.
It's awesome.

:) 

Team Lauren/Bo!

Aw, I'm sorry, but I have to be an annoying fan girl today. I think I merely post things for my own amusement anyway. Eh well.

I was watching TV. I was watching Lost Girl online, because I'm too lazy to actually go to our real television since I have this thing called a laptop, you know? And. I. Got. Obsessed. Well, at least it was with something better the Twilight (sorry, Twilight fans, but your movies could have been much better). I'm totally for team Lauren/Bo. They obviously have some chemistry going, if you know what I mean. Actually I have a fan girl crush on Lauren, I mean, uhm. I like the show. I'm in it for the science.

Just go watch it. =.=' Stop contemplating my thoughts.
Seriously? Aren't they cute together??

 

Oh, damn, I think I Beiber Bieber Lauren Fever. But you understand right?? (understand, dammit!)
But yeah, just watch it. You'll understand what I mean. But yay! Let's see more pics! :D
For my own amusement of course
*Drool*

What had happened was...

  

 

x) overwhelming hotness.. ok I'll stop (*drool*)

BUT it's also an awesome show because it's supernatural. And supernatural is awesome. Yep. And it's not traditional. Which is awesome too. And there's a naked succubus in Ep. 1.

Lauren is just so adorable since she's all shy and geeky while Bo is all flirty.

Lauren: You know, as your doctor, I should recommend against excessive intoxication.

Bo: Who's drunk?

Lauren: Well, we don't know the effect of cocktails on your... abilities.

Bo: Well, I'm not a guy so I can promise you booze does not effect my ability to perform.

Lauren: *looks away shyly and laughs*

Ohkay, ohkay. That's enough obsessing over the smexy doctor Lauren and badass succubus Bo. xD

 

Weird On Steroids

I love people, weird people in particular. Uniqueness is awesome. Just don't get too confident with it. And if you do, well, you have my endless admiration.

My 1st example: Lady Gaga (You guessed it, didn't you?)

 

Love it or hate it, it takes a lot of guts/balls or "cubes" as I like to say for no apparent or good reason, to wear anything similar to her bubble dress.

There may be a chance that a guy on a dare might run naked by your house, if you live somewhere where that could happen, but how many would do it on national television? Chances are you'd need a few drinks and some weed just to get that to happen.



Lady Gaga isn't naked though, so it's not that bad, right? Nonetheless, it's courage that ought to be admired. Not everybody has that. Some people don't even have a voice half as decent. Or even less than half as half as decent as that, like me.


Well.... I'd finish this post, BUT I'm bored now. So, I won't. And I don't have to. So, heh. I win.

My Survival Guide

Posting random stuff! How refreshing!

Today, I was surfing the net (as usual), while eating large quantities of food (as usual) and laughing at people because I have a high metabolism and don't gain weight (as usual). Now, you might be wondering why I am not posting how my Valentine's Day went. Well, you see, what had happened was.. well, I forgot it was Valentine's Day, I rarely give it a thought (Forever alone, right? Haha) But I did get chocolates and a teddy bear and I still ate all the chocolate in one go until my stomach hurt. Typical.
But, I don't find the holiday significant so.. this thought came into my head....

I bet that people who think 2012 is the end of the world will be stocking up on emergency items. The zombie apocalypse believers will be loading up on ammo, aluminum baseball bats, and Captain Crunch. The nature disaster doomsday believers will be stocking up on first aid kits, water, and creating the ultimate shelter or buying tickets for the highest altitude place they know, or some underground shelter anyway. The radiation doomsday people will probably doing the same, while religious old women run through the streets waving bibles in the air shouting that the end is near.

So I wondered, am I ready for an apocalypse? I don't really believe it will happen (but I secretly hope for a zombie apocalypse).

But I'm weird, so hell, I'd want to prepare for zombies just for the heck of it. You know what I would do?

I'd stock up on lithium ion batteries. The lithium inside burns with an intensity that no human eye can witness (No, I'm not stupid enough to blind myself). Blind the zombies, at least momentarily. If they can't see me, well I can run for my life and stay out of sight!

Obviously, I'd stock up on other things, like food and water (and weapons), and clothes (and weapons), and stuff like that (and weapons). Did I mention weapons? Well, yeah. I'm going to need as many guns as possible and tons of ammo. Machine guns, assault rifles, sniper rifles, automatic guns, yep, all the works. Machetes, swords, chainsaws, knives, katanas, everything that I can get my hands on.

Once I have the basics down you can bet I'm going to go raid a few places. But anyway, I'm not going to tell you my brilliant survival plan, since it's mine (all mine, yep, all mine). Heheh. But I will say one last thing. My last words will be something along the lines of "What's this red button do?" or "I hid a million dollars in...." Haha yep. Totally.

My Quote of the Day: "Bitch, please. I got this zombie apocalypse under control. Those mothafuckas is going down!" -Maria Vieyra

Yep, my own quote, hehheh. Deal with it.

You Are What You Eat

You know why I like posting stuff? Well, because I can talk about things that are on my mind and nobody cares about, or rant about things that a hundred people have already ranted about, and talk trash on those that have royally pissed me off without their consent or knowing. Great, huh?

(Plus, I get to reveal my secret inner self where nobody I know would be able to give me a weird look or call me mentally unstable, heheh)

Most don't know this, or simply don't care, or wouldn't believe it. But I'm somewhat of a cold-hearted bitch on the inside. (Yep, the whole intelligent, out-going, happy-go-lucky me is just a cover, sort of) I should come with a warning label: "Guaranteed to Bite. Please Remain at a Safe Distance at All Times." Sad, huh? Oh well. (Not like I need those meds anyway. Just kidding! ...Or am I? Heheh)

Today's Awesome Picture portrays the yummy gummy bears. Sadly, my unforgiving braces don't make eating them easy. FML, right? Heheh. Well, quick thought. If you are what you eat, and you were eating french fries, would it be a french fry eating french fries or a human eating humans. (If you're human than your food is what you are so your food must be human?) Yeah, I know, only I would waste my time on such things. But still. Interesting, huh? :P

Melancholic Void of My Soul

It's been a while since I've bothered to do anything. I don't even know exactly why I'm posting this. I suppose it is just because I never really intended for this to be seen. Unlike many people nowadays, I'm not going to re-blog or re-post or re-anything. This blog is like my random journal of thoughts, and all the things that nobody would even care about so much.

Today, I am depressed. No, I didn't just break up with my boyfriend. No, I didn't break my nail either. I mean, I'm actually depressed. So, anyway. Here's a story for you all, though I really speak to nobody. Once, there was girl. That girl was me. I always knew I was different, but I suppose I never had it quite in my face as I did in middle school. Rosedale Middle School to be exact. It was Hell at it's best. All anybody ever did was talk behind each other's backs and spread rumors about. It was almost stereotypical, if not totally. I suppose it may not have been that bad, but that is all I remember of it. I never really knew what to make of the numerous insults and hushed words behind my back. At the school I had attended in Missouri nobody ever treated each other so bad. Maybe that is because everybody was so different to begin with.

But anyway, I'm just trying to bring some things to light. Bullying, for one. But that is already very publicized and sensationalized on the media. Yet, there are silent souls out there still, crying out into the night. You don't know what pain is, until it is all that's left.

I used to be a bit of a perfectionist, if not a lot. I would obsessively write in pen and for every word I messed up I'd tear out the page and start over again. I had the perfect grades. I was the perfect student. I was always so perfectly happy. Or was I?

I was, or at least I thought so. I would stay in my room all day. I'd read, write, or draw. Movies? Not really. Fast food? Rarely. Milkshake? Never. Smore? Never. Mall? Never. I guess that's why I didn't understand much on TV, all of the allusions and dream-like pictures flashing across a screen. But I was content in my numb world. It's somewhat amusing that I felt so much and yet felt nothing at all. 

It wasn't until about the summer before going off to high school a year early (Sumner Academy, it's rather advanced and rigorous so you can actually start in 8th grade) that things seemed to spin out of control a bit. I had some friends then, and I loved them all. but one in particular was different in a way that I could not pinpoint. I do not like not knowing things. But something about her told me to run for my life.

(Not literally, but still) She seemed to always know something about me that I did not. Pretty scary. Now, skipping the rest of my long story, we actually went on to be great friends. More surprising because we became close friends. But I had lied by oppression. Guess I should've told her that I come with a warning, huh?

I'm the kind of person that always ends up hurting the people that try to get close to me. If you want to talk casually, with neither knowing much about the other, well, that's just fine. You'd never even notice anything wrong with me. At all. I'd be a perfect, happy, out-going, and slightly mischievous friend. Just don't get too close, because I am guaranteed to bite.

Something good out of any of this? Well, I forget just about everything. I mean that too. I rarely remember anything about my past. Sometimes I wonder if I'll forget my name next, heheh.

But anyway, I just needed to get that off my chest. Now I've got to move on to more pleasant thoughts, lik food. I just reread that and it sounded just as unhealthy as everything I've been saying so far. Oh well. Nothing's wrong with eating several boxes of chocolates. Just kidding. Maybe.

Feel free to ignore this post? I'll return to writing in a happier sense later :)

Weird Ways of the World

People can be so weird, so stupid, and so ridiculously insane. Yep, people might just be the weirdest species out there (other than you).

For one, some people eat some downright unnerving foods. One example would be Sannakji, aka a small octopus. I have heard people describe octopus as tasting like chicken, just chewier. Eh, still weird. But Sannakji gets better. Since most chefs don't have the cubes to kill the lil' fellow, well, they just dice it up real nice. You know, so you don't have to fight it or anything. Bad idea about this is that the tentacles have small suction cups on them, so your food just my choke you as you swallow it. Of course it's going to attack you!

Yum?

But, while that may be disturbing. It's barely even weird anymore. Not with China anyway. Let's skip to a more agreeable topic, like drunk people. Drunk people are the hilarious. Unless it's us, then it's cruel. Especially one, who was arrested, and threatened to eat the police dogs, and their dog families. Interesting.

Well, maybe I'll post something less... strange.. later.  But yeah. <3